The worst day ever

2014/9/26
The worst day in my life. My dearest mum has confirmed lung cancer - adenocarcinoma stage 3. At this stage she cannot do surgery and given she showed EGFR negative, she cannot use target medi. The only cure is chemo. I feel so sad she has to undergo the painful process, aiming only to extend life.

My mum is the most health conscious person I know. She doesn't smoke, no family history of cancer, seldom eat out, insists on eating light and natural food, healthy diet and habits. Why did the god to this to her? She just retires and about to enjoy the relaxing life!! For stage 3 lung cancer, the survival rate in 5 years is less than 10 percent!!!! My mum is the most important person to me in the world. Why this happen to us?

I still hope she could recover and live a good life.

Gratitude

Gratitude 1: met with Kelly after a hectic month. Hope that she can have a decision soon and move on. Also restart the exciting dating again! For me my biggest hope is that my mum is healthy, and the whole family can be happy together.

Gratitude 2: glad that I started a new job and have good colleagues around.

Gratitude 3: love from my darling.