看了趙薇的致青春
心里忐忑
從頭段的開朗無邪 到後來的沈重陰暗
我的青春也曾有過。
大學時跟朋友風風火火參加比賽 上莊做活動
當然也戀愛
可是戀愛相對就平淡了
我想是因為我一直都放不開也害怕感情失敗
於是找個穩定型的男生
理所當然以為以做個好爸爸為志願的人一定可以順當的走下去。
現在想來當然可笑
人心呀 是最易變的
曾說已想好如何求婚想要小孩的人 也最終經不起不願承諾了。
現在的我
終於能比較好的活在當下 也比較能隨遇而安
儘量放開自我 不追求安全的道路
Monday, July 8, 2013
Live in the moment
After so long, I finally realize what is important is to live in the moment. Not the past, not the future.
Sunday, July 7, 2013
Judgements
Sometimes I feel a lot of pressure from my mum
She kinda expect others to live the life she believes
For example she openly speaks to other relatives that she regret not training me to be more'lady like' and keep things tidy.
I would like to tell her that not everyone require the same amout of tidiness as she does. And I m perfectly fine with it. I do not need her to intervene and judge me and gives me pressure, nor I would force her to be less tidy.
I guess we are now old enough to refuse people hiding our lives. If people said they enjoy the way they are, why you said they aren't ?
She kinda expect others to live the life she believes
For example she openly speaks to other relatives that she regret not training me to be more'lady like' and keep things tidy.
I would like to tell her that not everyone require the same amout of tidiness as she does. And I m perfectly fine with it. I do not need her to intervene and judge me and gives me pressure, nor I would force her to be less tidy.
I guess we are now old enough to refuse people hiding our lives. If people said they enjoy the way they are, why you said they aren't ?
Saturday, July 6, 2013
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